Proverbs around the corner

"Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater. If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby. If you give her a house, she'll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. So, if you give her any crap, be ready to receive tons of shit."

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Sex or No Sex

Sex is good. It is nice, mind blowing and exciting. But, still cannot understand people who are willing to commit adultery, despite their loving second halves. What I mean is that even when they are happily married, they do look for that additional adrenalin, which actually irreversibly taints their marriage, not depending on if they got caught or not. Lies or secrets will surface sooner or later.
I just ask them Why would you ruin your beautiful life and family just for 20 minute excitement? They probably don't understand what I mean. Typical answer would be I just have to be careful enough to never get caught with a smile.
The real question is Are you cheating on your spouse or just yourself?
I'm not talking about sex itself. It's the actual commitment to have sex outside of marital relationship is troubles me a lot.
Sex or no sex? What happens when you cannot get satisfaction from your partner in life? When you don't love the husband/wife anymore?
So many questions, and I just don't know how to answer them, but deep in my heart I will know that I'm cheating myself, rather than my husband when and IF I commit adultery.
Please forgive me God!

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Fresh Start

Long time ago, I have composed this poem, or per se "lyrics." But, nobody could and would make it into a song :) Anybody interested, any brave souls? Could modify it, if you want.

I was standing there, in the middle of nowhere
Feeding thoughts to my brain and heart
Needing the time for the fresh start
To embark the life one more time,
This time not here, this time elsewhere

Chorus:
I scream to the crowd, I say make it loud
Hey you, follow me for the new start
Hey you, go on and free your heart
Hey you, let’s leave and do the part

I am revenging the fate for its turns
I am healing from the deep burns
I am the one who quickly learns
That the life is not what returns

Chorus:
I scream to the crowd, I say make it loud
Hey you, follow me for the new start
Hey you, go on and free your heart
Hey you, let’s leave and do the part

All I have is my dreams and wishes
All I can give is my love and care
Otherwise, I am a penniless beggar
Otherwise, I am a just a poor girl (or boy)

Hey you, follow me for the new start
Hey you, go on and free your heart
Hey you, let’s leave and do the part

Follow me for the new start
Follow me, follow me…

(MT, 2008)